This is so funny, the hike in views in this blog.
Sorry I rarely update this blog, it is a year since the bereavement and I am ok now.

I wish I could break these chains and run back to you,
you'll be waiting, where the road ends,
where ends the pain.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m_uWS6K-VF8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rIaN-HRR92A

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UEvdEBSymOI

Child

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gwx4iTRLXG8

Child:

The stars are shining
as she peacefully sleeps
like a child in her mother's arms
home, safe nurtured, unaware of the horrors to come

wrapped in blankets on the ground
out under the starry sky
the safest place on earth
close to you, like a child in her mother's arms

lying on the ground, breathing the cold night air
and looking at the shimmering diamond sky
happy, safe, loved, peaceful
as she sleeps in your arms 

alone on the ground, wrapped in blankets
and wrapped safe in your love and acceptance
in the silent night the small creatures run and the owl hoots
but she sleeps like a child in your arms, safe, peaceful, happy

the dawn comes and she wakes,
peaceful in the cold early dawn
to light the stove, wash, stash the blankets
and wait another day to sleep, safe under your loving care

oh if only she could go back, be a child in your arms again
those dark nights of safety and love
sleeping safe in your arms forever in an endless love and care, 
it's true in every way, she found paradise there

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lmcPdC6GbJk

I'm feeling too ripped up to write what I want to write.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o7VoIn2MuW4#aid=P9759_ZlRxI